I try not to see, and not to hear I try not to feel, and not to dream To taste the fear of a past time The streets are dark, I walk alone I feel the frustration of a restless mind I can't decide if I'm dead or alive My memories are hunting me down I try not to see, and not to hear I try not to feel, and not to dream To taste the fear of a past time Now my time has come, it's time to pay Pay my debts to the human race I try not to see, and not to hear I try not to feel, and not to dream To taste the fear of a past time My time has come to live the pain To remind me how I used to be How I used to take every soul Every soul that I was looking for