Wish I was too dead to cry A self affliction face Stones to throw at my creator Masochist to which I cater You donв't need to bother I donв't need to be Iв'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I wonв't let go в'till it bleeds Wish I was too dead to care If indeed I cared at all Never had a voice to protest So you fed me shit to digest I wish I had a reason My thoughts are open season For this I gave up trying One good time deserves my dying You donв't need to bother I donв't need to be Iв'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I wonв't let go в'till it bleeds Wish Iв'd died instead of lived A zombie hides my face Shelf forgotten with itв's memories Diaries left with cryptic entries And you donв't need to bother I donв't need to be Iв'll keep slipping farther But once I hold on I wonв't let go в'till it bleeds You donв't need to bother I donв't need to beyeah Iв'll keep slipping farther But once I hold ononce I hold on Iв'll never live down my disease