Took sense and madness as they come, this circus life has left me on my own My expectations were my home, but when the mirror cracks there's so much left undone Who betrayed and who deceived? Loss of what I once believed Feel I'm in a dream, scary scenes rush before my eyes Wake up in a scream, this is real, where's my paradise? Drowned by circumstance, innocence crushed under this load Will it ever end, where's my life? Disastrous certainties once felt, my vast collection of a better time to tell Knowing my worst enemy Weak and helpless, is this me? Feel I'm in a dream, scary scenes rush before my eyes Wake up in a scream, this is real, where's my paradise? Drowned by circumstance, innocence crushed under this load Will it ever end, where's my life? Late comprehension, a new dimension, a newborn child and its fragile world Feel I'm in a dream, scary scenes rush before my eyes Wake up in a scream, this is real, where's my paradise? Drowned by circumstance, innocence crushed under this load Will it ever end, where's my life?