something infests me when I'm alone it's lunacy I want to vomit, spit out my life so queer is seems retract your reverence and slander me I'm the traitor of mine a close-up picture of my lost chastity there's nothing left of me anymore and no rain can wash away those bloody tears as sweet sounds of destruction reach my ears red lips like roses call my name but laughter is all the woman of now hears in gloom I wander, it batters me though I subsist of it the smell of incense arouses me abeyance maddens me a ginger sunset is my caress as I expire as music's fading I fade within there's nothing left of me anymore and no rain can wash away those bloody tears as sweet sounds of destruction reach my ears red lips like roses call my name but laughter is all the woman of now hears