This house is full of secrets that I Have kept from her for far too long I hope I make it through the day My conduct should be suspect and my Intentions should be checked but I'm to Involved in making plans for my soul Her heart is full of kindness that she's Given away and now she is tired Of all the parts of life that she's made She tries to help out everyone But I can only help myself I question whether she knows she's safe I hope you find it Cause I could not find it in me I can't say when I'll leave you for good My selfish heart hopes you don't go first God knows I couldn't make it one day I'll ask that you find someone to help Like you treated me like you were myself You broke your back to make it okay These parts of life that I cannot hold You carry me along with your load You're more than I could ever repay I hope you find it Cause I could not find it in me