I haven't seen the sun in seven days I can't remember when I saw your face But I still believe that you led me through the wilderness And you have not forgotten me through all of this A million miles have led me to this place Where all I've ever loved has been erased Changing my song to a disenchanted lullaby With a name I never really felt was mine But I have learned that I can't earn any love you've given So I'm finding hope in letting go of all that I have made Because the pain defining me is holding me lifeless So I am waiting patiently for you to change my name Open up to my heart's surgery The waiting room's of my reality Where I still believe there's a purpose to this pain inside And you are not, not leaving me here to die But formless hope will never know while the storm is raging So I will strive to stay alive in these waves Because the pain defining me is holding me lifeless So I am waiting patiently for you Because the pain defining me is holding me lifeless So I am waiting patiently for you I am waiting for you to change my name To change my name