When its over...youre always the last one to know. its a feeling...that nobody wants to show. even though its killing me. I still blame myself. I wish I could change, but lord knows I know t Cant. all the feelings...twisting inside my head. I know its too late...the past I cant seem to forget. if I could change the circumstance. Id never let you go. I cant hide from the thruth and I want you to know. when I reach out my hand theres nobody there I can touch anymore. when I call out your name. the pain rips right through me like never before. is it too much to ask for one last memory. cause yesterday you said, youd always be there for me. dont know whats harder...the truth or reality. I hit a brick wall. painted with honesty. I wish that I could give to you, all the things you need. but the one thing I cant is making you leave. (repeat chorus)