[Verse 1] I don't remember the first time But I think I'll survive Probably there not to try to wake up because it feeds it 'gain keeps it alive There's specific things That I have to do Day to day just to keep it at bay You wouldn't believe if you knew ([TOM:] Oh no, this isn't real [x2]) [Chorus] He doesn't know the secret Here is the best part This is going to take me Right back to the start If I can keep it If it set in mind Wait until it sets Come try it a second time [Verse 2] I don't remember the first time But I think I'll survive Probably there not to try to wake up because it feeds 'gain keeps it alive ([TOM:] Oh no, this isn't real) ([ALISSA:] Yeah) [Chorus] He doesn't know the secret Here is the best part This is going to take me Right back to the start If I can keep it If it set in mind Wait until it sets Come try it a second time I can feel it move Up into my head It is [?] Panic in my head I feel it coming all Taking over view Oh please not tonight There's nothing I can do [Verse 3] This is bigger than me This is in my fear This is pedophilia I just disappear Swears are falling from me Swallow up inside Sail [?] Won't make this upside I can barely handle I can hypothesize Sailing through the curtains Off into the sky Where there is no Depth perception Keep preoccupied Self deception Nobody recognizes It doesn't have a name My brother is infected He's acting just the same Screaming like a siren Up and down the hall He just wants to stop it He wants to end it all [Chorus] I am just a child I am nothing more There are no basic functions I am running for I could run a mile My distortion Everything is Disproportioned Swallow [?] break All is back again Everything is closer More is just the same And I can hear it It is raining mind I will just forget this 'til next time
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