Silkk talking: I don't know if you listening but.. [Silkk the Shocker] I got so many questions I don't know where to start [ Wellwhy don't you start from the pain that runs deep in your heart] (Is that you? God is that you? ....... It's me) Is there a heaven or a hell, if so is that theory true? [Yes my son] Why go through so much? [It's a test my son] So I guess it was you when ?? gave me the last second to run [Yes] And I don't know why I shed so many tears Forgive my God, I haven't been to church in months [Aww son you haven't been to church in years] Some times I rob, steal and kill, just to eat I popped him, I don't know if I killed him but somebody died in my building D [He's here with me] You think you can forgive me for my sins? If so hold up, another homie died ?? you think you can forgive me again? [I don't know] Some times I feel like death is chasing me but just ain't catch me yet I'm wondering if he is going to catch me when I stop to catch my breath They say days are cut shorter from the things that you did And if so then why take the kids? [Hold up, hold up my son] Huh? [It seems like some puzzle to you, if you got something to ask me, ask me] Why is it racism? Where did drugs come from? Why is it so much death where I live? Who idea was it to make guns? [Y'all] And why my grandparents was slaves? And why is is diseases with no cure like cancer and aids? Why is it rich and poor? Why is it a death row? [For real] [That was y'all I ain't have nothing to do with it that was never my will] And though I try and do everything, I just wanna know if it is worth it [It was] Sometime I feel like I'm doing it all, sometime I just don't feel like I serve my purpose [Keep your head up] Nigga scared of the past All my homies wanna know but scared to ask [Tell them to ask] God everybody for they self Sometime I don't feel like I'm all alone [Feel you] Don't worry bout me if I have to go so watch my brother them when I'm gone And what about when I couldn't pay my bills I was almost kicked out where I lived [I just wanted to see if you'll break] And everything happened at the same time [I just wanted to see how much pain you can take] And you must know my lifestyle [I do] Knowing I can't change my life [I don't want you to, do what you gotta do anything not neccassary you'll pay the price] So why did my homie die instead of me? [Because I had bigger plans] I don't understand [I'll explain, see I wanted you to grow up and be a better man] I wanna know, how you determine who dies and who stays living? [The day I made the world my son, it was written] Look I gotta couple mo' questions I need to know [What?] God, can you tell me, when is it my time to go? (everything goes silent) Silkk talking: Where you at? I wasn't finish asking you. HOOK A gangsta prays for another day Even though he lives wrong Trying to live this way (x5) til fade