I said, I am a little girl He said, you never were I said, I am not ready He said, then tell me when you are I said, I am too young for this He said, you are not really I said, I think I am afraid He said, youre being silly Not me Not me I said, I do not understand He said, you are pretending That would seem to contradict The message you are sending I said, you must be lonely He said, I would not worry I said, I think Im dreaming Or Im growing in a hurry This is not me Not me He took somebody by the hair And dragged her down the hall He took her to the bathroom Where they could not hear the call He took her to a little room She could not find the key But I dont know who it was because I know it was Not me Not me And when will you stop running From a human situation? He said, do you think your silences Are helping this relation? Do you think your solitude Will teach you to be free? I said, I dont know who youre talking to I know it is not me Not me Not me (june 1981)