Travels thru my veins poisoning my soul Makes me hate myself, makes my anger blow Suffocates the hope - eats away my will Traps in all the hate - depression And I don't wanna feel this way – but I can't stop it at all And I don't wanna hurt no more – but I can't stop it at all And I don't wanna lie here numb - but I can't stop it at all And I don't wanna have to give in – but I can't stop it at all Depression-it's got me I fought it-it whupped me Depression and anguish the poison's inside me Why can't I just make it end-I'm tired of feeling this way Why can't it just let me be-I'm tired of feeling this way Why can't I just have a break-I'm tired of feeling this way Why can't it just go away-I'm tired of feeling this... Depression and anguish the battle can't take this Depression is poison the damage is all done And I don't deserve this oh no And I don't wanna feel this no And I don't deserve this oh no And I don't wanna feel this no Digs into my heart roots sprout thru my brain Plants it's ugly thoughts growing wild again Shuts all systems off, locks me in a haze Traps in all the hate-depression And I don't have the strength to scream, but here it comes again And I don't have the sense to cry, but here it comes again And I don't have the will to fight, but here it comes again And I don't have the choice to quit, and here it comes Depression and anguish the battle can't take this
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