The Heart Pounds As Always But This Time Out Of Rhythm With Time Lost And Forgotten At Home Going To Explode Through My Nose Turn Myself To The Sweaty Covers Stare At The Rust Growing On Me It Eats Into The Shell I Stand Up, I'm Dizzy I'm Crumbling Away Walking Around Walking Past Myself Clothe Myself Naked And Then Strip Woken Up But Put To Sleep Can't Sleep A Wink The Heart Stops Doesn't Move I Insert A Pacemaker (Which I Swallow And Hide) I Find A Jumper Cable (And Turn Myself On) See Everything Double (Double Black) System Failure (The Brain Refuses) I Continue My Search Uncontrollable (Information) I Have To Feed (Feed Myself) I Speak Aloud And Travel Inside Myself Searching I Search For Life For A While I Stood In Place With Hope As My Friend I Make Up Some Time I Look For A Good Beginning But It Becomes A Disappointment Thanks to thudord@yahoo.com