Hold me now I need to feel relief Like I never wanted anything I suppose I'll let this go and find a reason I'll hold on to I'm so ashamed of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to get by I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living I'm right on the wrong side of it all I can't face myself when I wake up And look inside a mirror I'm so ashamed of that thing I suppose I'll let it go 'till I have something more to say for me I'm so afraid of defeat And I'm out of reason to believe in me I'm out of trying to defy I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living I'm right on the wrong side of it all Hold me now I need to feel complete Like I matter to the one I need I'm so afraid of the gift you give me I don't belong here and I'm not well I'm so ashamed of the lie I'm living I'm right on the wrong side of it all Now I'm ashamed of this Now I'm so ashamed of me Tuning: drop d Intro/verses-clean on this part e|------------------------------------------------------------------------------| B|------------------------------------------------------------------------------| G|-------------4----------------3---------------1---1---------------------------| D|-------6--------6--------4-------4---------2---------4---2--------4---2-------| A|----6----(6)-------6---4---(4)------4----2-------------------(2)--------------| D|------------------------------------------------------------------------------| e|------------------------------------------------------------------------------| B|-----------------------------------------------------------------4------------| G|------------4------------------3--------------1----1-------------4------------| D|------6-------6--------4----------4---------2---------4---2-------------------| A|---6-----(6)-----6---4-----(4)-------4---2------------------------------------| D|------------------------------------------------------------------------------| Play that twice; while that is playing the second time, pat plays this (twice) e|-----------------------------------------------------------------------------| B|----/11--------/9------------------------------------------------------------| G|---------11--------8-----/11---let ring--------------------------------------| D|-----------------------------------------------------------------------------| A|---------USE DISTORTION ON THIS PART-----------------------------------------| D|-----------------------------------------------------------------------------| Pre-chorus thing(clean): "I'm out of reason to believe in me..." e|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| B|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| G|---6------8----------------------------------------------------------------| D|---4------6-----------2----------------------------------------------------| A|---4------6-----------2----------------------------------------------------| D|---4------6----(9)----2----------------------------------------------------| e|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| B|----/12-----------------------/12------------------------------------------| G|---------9----11-----9----8--------9-----11h13p11--------------------------| D|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| A|--------------DISTORTION---------------------------------------------------| D|---------------------------------------------------------------------------| Twice through on the prechorus and then this chorus