Who's this before me Dressed in rags soaked in gin A sign or a warning Am I now where he's been Am I losing my way This strange insanity An illusion away Is this reality Could that be me Wake every morning I don't know where I've been All my excuses Showing strain wearing thin Am I losing my way This strange insanity An illusion away Is this reality Could that be me Another day Another night Another drink another fight Somehow it's all the same And so I'm staring in my gin Never knowing if I'll win And still I play the game Look to the future With the eyes of the blind Can't see much further Than this haze In my mind Am I losing my way This strange insanity An illusion away Is this reality Could that be me