I don't know why I'm so caught up in covering up the past. After all this time I, I thought I would be over you at last. But it kills me at night, I was hoping you'd give me a second chance. But I'm leaving it up to you, leaving it up to you. And there's nothing that I can do. Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay, with you. No excuses so, I thought I'd make it better as I go. If I could go back in time I, I wouldn't leave you waiting all alone. I lay awake late at night. I wish I had the courage to say no. But I'm leaving it up to you, leaving it up to you. And there's nothing that I can do. Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay. Leaving it up to you, (I wanna come back home and...) I'm leaving it up to you. (I wanna come back home.) And there's nothing that I can do. Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay, with you. ...with you. ...with you. After all this time I try to understand this pain. No excuses so I find a reason to run away. ...to run away. But I'm leaving it up to you, leaving it up to you. And there's nothing that I can do. Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay. Leaving it up to you, (I wanna come back home and...) I'm leaving it up to you. (I wanna come back home.) And there's nothing that I can do. Cause I walked away when I said I'd stay, with you. with you. with you.