Reflex - Took Away - Текст песни

It's been a long time
Since the day you left
This god forsaken earth
Grateful for everything you ever
Did for me
But it kills me deep down
Knowing that I will never ever
Be able to repay you for what you did for me
The pain will last more than forever

7 years down the line
I'm still struggling to climb
This never ending trek of shit
Cut out your self pitty
Pick yourself up when you get kicked
To the ground
Cos over time I found
Success is a journey and fuck the
Destination

Take everything step by step
Left by left right by right
Never getting too far ahead
It'll be over soon
I been there and done it before
So confide in me when I arrive at your
Door
Offering my well deserved support
Trust me ima be your escort
From start through the finish
Your gonna bloody need it

One of the worst days of my life
I still don't understand
But I'm back now and I'm back fighting
Be careful before you get hit with
Lightning
Just promise me you'll never give up
Just keep on trying
You try and confuse me by telling me
Your doing just fine
But deep down I know your just lying

It still bothers me than I still
Ain't got a clue where you are now
If your alright or if I'm putting
On a good enough show for you
Keep the comments coming
I just don't give a fuck
In this industry you just have to get
Lucky
I never even got to say goodbye
And it still feels weird
Got so many methods to apply
Musics just worth a try
To help drain the pain away
From the day you got taken away
The day you got taken away

I can't stand this feeling inside
If only I had paid more attention
When I was younger
I wouldn't be living a life full with regret
Yeah it was a test and I passed
But honestly I just don't care
I know I need this pay to go

I can't let go of the past
I see people moan about their family
Why do such a thing cos one day your gonna miss them your gonna need them
My aspirations are being walked all over
Left black and blue
Just like my confidence ooh the irony
Nothing better to do than to taunt
People's imperfections
That by the way they already probably know

Seeing you low and weaker than fuck
Left me so stuck and tied up
Cos I been there before
I'm not looking back at who I was then
Keep my head facing forward
But I can't help but think of all the good times and the memories
Trust me to put a face on it so it doesn't show
And no one knows a thing
When I come home the headphones go in and the world gets shut out
I owe you one but there's no way to repay you
I should show you tons of what I can do
But then again why would you watch
It ain't that special anyway
Or is that what I've just been led to believe

Just want one form of contact
Any small kinda thing
7years on I'm still clueless and hopeless
All those internet remedies are always pretty purposeless anyway

I been deserted down this alleyway
With no chance of aborting or
Restarting at the next Check point
Should live life to the fullest
But how can I when there's always something holding me back
It feels like  I'm locked in a cage
Closed with a never ending impossible code I just can't crack
I'm strong for you just so you could be
I did wrong for you just so you could see
How happy you could be
Without living in the past
Times change my friend
And there's nothing no one can do about it
So from now on let's just start from scratch

When I look across and you've got it handed to you on a plate
Must admit it left me in a right state
But then I realised
What my destiny really was
At the end of the day I just wanna make you proud
And if I do that then I'll be screaming out loud
Louder than I am right now

Go ahead and judge me
I'm still just gonna carry on
Cos ngl life is weighing a ton
Even right now
But I still try I still carry on
Without showing any piece of weakness
I can't stand it being judged by
Uniqueness
You never know when it's your time to be buried in dirt
Whether your rich or poor
Good or bad
We're all going to the same place anyway
So respect everyone
No matter what
That's what he always told me
Be the best you can be
So ima live up to that
His words still ringing in my eyes
I owe you one
I love you till I'm done
That was the day
You got taken away
Taken away