As hers voice got to be cold and became silent She had to brace herself not to lose face, So she stopped conversation Which was finished anyway all over again. Deep pain shoots through her body, It has started look not understanding what happened. Why can't it stop? Don't want no more... She starts to be used to the pain, She was used to happiness. And it goes on... One year, and next year, And all will fade away. But memories are just the pain, It's all unreal... Beloved, not beloved, Wanted and given up... Rose colored black's got Hold on my heart... How did you lose love? What do you dream of? Can we still make stop That feel apart? But that is life, Fading emotions turning to sad memories. Memories of what? Of moments which seem to be heaven once? There is no use denying it. She's never been understood. She's always looking for something She could never be happy with. Never. Beloved, not beloved, Wanted and given up... Rose colored black's got Hold on my heart... How did you lose love? What do you dream of? Can we still make stop That feel apart? Rose colored magic Loosen in tragic, Just moments of true love Keep her alive. Fading emotions Hanging on lost chance Impend to be everlasting lie... Everlasting lie... Impend to be everlasting... Lie.
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