(jerry salleymelba montgomery) I still reach for you In the middle of my dreams each night But my arms come up empty everytime And lately I talk to your memory More than I should If I could just forget the past I would Cause this missing you ain't doing me no good Chorus: I'm so close to crazy Right on the edge Just one step away from going insane But I'm not there yet If I could just lose my mind I wouldn't know we're through But this close to crazy Is far from over you Today I caught myself Reliving how it used to be At a table for two just you and me But talking to an empty chair And laughing right out loud Turned everybody's head and left no doubt I'm a broken woman close to breaking down Repeat chorus I still reach for you In the middle of my dreams each night