Disaster strikes I try to write Descibe the things I hold inside This pride of mine Still keeps me distant. Disorder looms Above this room I'm trapped inside Your silent tomb I'm trapped again By my own resistance. Whatever i say What ever i write Whatever i do I'm not getting through. Distruction zone Surrounds my home The future seeems to Stay unknown All alone and in need Of some assistance. Whatever i say What ever i write Whatever i do I'm not getting through. Oh Whatever i say What ever i write Whatever i do I'm not getting through to you. Oh here comes the fear again Walls are closin in Feels like im chokin Oh cant find the words to say Drowning in dispair Smoke fills the air