1 - I say the easiest thing in the world Is to love you And the hardest thing in the world Is to lose you Said I tried and tried again to keep you But it just ain't no use I'm baffled cuz of what went down See I got your letter so you're leaving town Just take one minute to think about Baby, lets back track on what happened in this house Now I remember clearly it was a Saturday I came walkin' in four o'clock in the morning And I thought you were sleepin' one eye opened You turned and said to me where the hell you been Then I turned it around and hollared with some friends drinking And now I'm sitting here all alone Wishing you were here to house this home, oh Say the easiest thing in the world is to love you I love you baby And the hardest thing in the world (So hard) Is to lose you (Is to lose you baby) 2 - Now I'm sitting here sippin' on things I'm not suppose to (Sittin right here) And that ain't cool (You know that ain't cool) I've got to get over losing you Shattered I can't believe you're gone I'm left in the middle of these four walls Lying helpless 'bout to lose my mind baby I can't fathom life without you by my side Now every night before I go to sleep I pray to heaven for a better me Nights I'm up thinkin' and days I'm up dreamin' You were at work I was at play A nigga wanted you and plus his cake I know I ain't got no right to say But I need you to head on back this way Because I'm sitting here all alone Wishing you were here to house this home Repeat 1 Repeat 2
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