I feel the oppression Every time that I think How time has changed What I am I look in the mirror I don't know who I see Where is the man That I've once been Sometimes I feel That the things I love Are the things I hate And sometimes I know That I'm torn up inside And the man that I am Is a man that I don't know A silence inside me Quiet and deep So loud that my ears Almost bleed Anxiety is hunting me Paralyzing my mind Lying on the ground I still fall Sometimes I feel That the things I love Are the things I hate And sometimes I know That I'm torn up inside And the man that I am Is a man that I don't know