I'd like to laugh at what you said but I just can't find a smile I wonder why you can't I struggle with myself hoping I might change a little hoping that I might be someone I wanna be looking out I want to know someone might care looking out I want a reason to be there cause I don't know what I've done to deserve you and I don't know what I'll do without you looking out I want to know some way might clear looking out I want a reason to repair cause I don't know what I've done to deserve you and I don't know what I'll do without you I can't see nothing good and nothing is so bad I never had a chance to explain exactly what I meant
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