I cry why O'why Did my mommy have to die Too many questions no answer confuses my mind Like what did I do What did she do Who's to blame No one understands what I'm going through So how can I trust What I can't touch and can't see Believe in love and she's in front of me Silence in your eyes my heart so cold No time for goodbyes Then you leave me alone So what do I do Accept it and carry on or release my anger Until it's gone show you And this world exactly how I feel Death in full color It's never been so real It's been me and you It's always been me and you No matter what we faced We always made it through Get out of this dream Do what I gotta do No one can take your place And I don't want them to If I could take your place I would, I would take your pain just to see you cry I don't understand I don't know why I've been in this state of mind Life don't make sense with you I could move mountains Right now I'm helpless I guess You always knew what was best Believed in your god Till the very last breath You showed me How strong you can be if Jesus saved your life Could he do it for me I'll lay down my life for you and for him Believe god's promise I'm gonna see you again Lord here I am But I am no one Believe in your name Believe in your son If you meet me here I will wait on you sacrifice and serve Do what you want me to I'll take it day by day And sit at your feet You are strong when I am weak I seek to keep from going under until I hold you again I'll always wonder why did my mommy have to die