Plus 44 - Christmas Vacation - Текст песни

You were depressed you were really messed up 
You know I understand 
But why did you not talk to me 
Why didn't you help me prepare for the nightmare 

You took a vacation into oblivion 
You were so low and I felt like I didn't know you 
Christmas vacation you took a vacation from me 

Once it ended I mended myself 
But is keeps falling back down off the shelves in my head 
A twinge of pain now a shudder of disgust 
As I shield my eyes from my own memory 

I knew all about your plans 
I really did understand 
But you didn't let me know 
I wasn't invited to go 
Christmas vacation you took a vacation from me 

I watched in desperation as you stumbled before my eyes 
She needs beer, she doesn't need me I finally realized 
My anger and pain in all your fun, you couldn't recognize 
I stopped caring long before you started to cry