For crying out loud i'm running from a comedown god forbid i know i've been a letdown reaching for the sky while laying in a gutter kicking and screaming i am singing bloody murder I'm Alive when i'm vulnerable i'm out of control i'm losing my soul I can't be your angel when i'm living like a devil Can't be your lover when i'm living like a rebel dont want your pity & dont want your help dont try & save me go take care of yourself I'm alive Sick of the pain i'm sick of the sorrow sick of today i'm sick of tomorrow i'm addicted to the misery in my head i better stop before i end up dead so i climb to the top just to fall to the bottom and i climb up to the top just to fall to the bottom (Thanks to Barto for these lyrics)
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