Open your eyes You've been left Open your heart 'Cause you know best Pull close the ones That leave you alone Welcome home Write down those words You wanted to hear Compliments, hit or miss As long as they're comin' clear I spent my days contemplating To kill or buy you a ring Ain't love a funny thing? I knew there was something wrong I was just to scared to say it I knew one day you'd finally see That the monster was me 'Cause I was so busy saying That I was better You were falling apart And I was barely together Bringing up your past Did you feel ashamed? While I was doing the same things My whole life you said I wouldn't forget it God damn right you know I still don't regret it Bringing up your past Did you feel ashamed? While I was doing the same things You spend your nights telling lies To anyone who believes You spend your days writing plays For your drama kings Pull them closer so they all Feel sorry for you Poor you Are you sick of all the things They thought you should be? What you want, what you hope What you think you need That's what I give, that's what I got That's what I kept for me Ain't hurt a funny thing? I knew there was something wrong I was just to scared to say it I knew one day you would finally see That the monster was me 'Cause I was so busy saying That I was better You were falling apart And I was barely together Bringing up your past Did you feel ashamed? While I was doing the same things My whole life you said I wouldn't forget it God damn right you know I still don't regret it Bringing up your past Did you feel ashamed? While I was doing the same things It's so hard to be right When everything you do is wrong Singing out it's getting Harder to breathe Starting over when you thought That you were done I'm done Selling out, saving face You know it all feels the same When there's no one left It's just you to blame Give me sight, piece of mind A glimmer of truth Or shut it down with just A moment left of you 'Cause I was so busy saying That I was better You were falling apart And I was barely together Bringing up your past Did you feel ashamed? While I was doing the same things My whole life you said I wouldn't forget it God damn right you know I still don't regret it Bringing up your past Did you feel ashamed? While I was doing the same things (It's so hard to be right) (When everything you do is wrong) (While I was doing the same things) (Selling out, saving face) (You know it all feels the same) (While I was doing the same things) My whole life you said I wouldn't forget it God damn right you know I still don't regret it Bringing up your past Did you feel ashamed? While I was doing the same things