If it is to be only an element of a whole, to hide behind others and form the eclipse of mind. Ignominious And Pale. If it were to one having nothing to tell, this would equal a state of being the one, ignominious and pale. Fallen in the abyss of indignity, doubt does not exist or come into being. Pale... Incarceration of personality is the sad inception of self-denial. The one that denies the inner self flees into deception. [Solo: Suicmez] Incarceration of personality is the sad inception of self-denial.
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