On my knees now I'll inflict myself some real love On my knees now I'll choke myself in troubled love On my knees now I'll purge myself of real love On my knees now I swear, I know nothing of that troubled love Have me, have me, have, never waste (the good) in me. Watch me, watch me, watch me, but never try to be me. I am a man again through self abuse improving myself Through self abuse I am a man again through self abuse Selfabuse On my knees now I'll end myself through real love On my knees now I'll reveal myself in troubled blood. Waste me, waste me, waste me, never try to beat me. I am a man again through self abuse improving myself Through self abuse I am seeing someone Sneaking through my troubled blood... I am feeling someone Starving for my troubled love... Waste me, waste me, waste me, never try to beat me. Self abuse. Never try to complete with me.
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