Manafest - My Life - Текст песни

Sometimes I feel like I want to quit 

No one will notice if 

I forfeit my soul blow myself with a clip 

That's my father did no gun, a noose and he hung 

My mom found him in the basement there as he swung 

At 5 years old what does that do to a kid 

Produced a maniac anthrax type of a kid 

I hear an ambulance, sirens I'm told to be silent 

I'm blind trying to find why my house is a riot 

Got to go can't take it, Uncle Dave's face is changing 

I race to find my father in the bottom of the basement 

My mothers covered in tears her face filling with fear 

Bang's on the floor shout's to God why am I are hear 

Scared to even ask, where my dad is at the time 

I guess for now it's just a memory 


Mom where's dad, where is he mom, where's dad 

No 


Chorus 

This is my life my world 

My nightmare stuck here won't turn 

Is there a light that can shine on me? 

Dear God I pray you hear homie This is Chris your son praying feeling so lonely 

My life my world 

My nightmare stuck here won't turn 



Can you relate to me? Probably not 

You still hate ya father, wanna to kill ya mom 

Got a dad attacking in the night at around 1:00 

Feet are like drums coming to you, ya can't run 

Struggle with the thoughts, am I normal or not 

Abused all my life even when I called out to God 

What the flip, it's a shame what happens in the dark 

Invisible to people all they seeing is the scars 

Hold on yo, use gonna make it 

Your spirit can't be broken, soul not taken 

Praying in the power of the tongue for my friends 

New Testament Jesus Christ let him in 

Ya brains still confused what am I suppose to do 

When ya folks choke, tie vocal ropes around you 

Walls fall down surround you forget living I'll never fitting 

God's love is real no matter what you've ever been in 


Chorus 


My life my world 

My nightmare stuck here won't turn 

Is there a light that can shine bright won't burn? 

Afterlife when I see Christ Soul journ 

Bridge 

This is my life lord can ye shine on me 

Can anybody hear me? 

Lord can you save me? 


Have you ever felt like you wanna die? 

End in the night, say good bye like a Lola bye 

And just close ya eyes 

Those lies almost killed me, 

Feeling filthy, no ability to move 

Commit suicide I won't be guilty 

There's no perfect life, it's all media hype, 

The TV screen's feeding ya right 

I've seen both sides of it by now, I would a bowed down 

A new sound the lost can be found 

You're in some real dirt, ya life kind a sucks 

Ya might adjust, but you'd rather die in the dust 

I've had enough I look to him, and in God I trust 

Sometimes it gets rough but ya can't give up