When I looked out from atop a hill, I felt a pang of longing like I was about to cry. Forgotten memories were glittering. It's starting to change. It's still scary, but I'm being watched over. I'll carry forever and ever in my heart the non-fading wounds from before So that the time when we face each other, touching and smiling properly, will someday come. When I tried shouting loudly, it kind of took a weight off my shoulders Like clear water was soaking into me. Maybe I should stop feeling bad about what I can't do over, already. Time will go on forever and ever, engulfing and flowing over everything. I'll wave from here at the past that's softly, softly going quietly far off. People I love, and favorite places - before I knew it, they'd increased this much. Continuing to protect every normal day. That is my dream now.