In the shadow of my doubt This life is dust on naked walls In the ruins of defeat The spotlights fade There's a clown without a crowd His sorrow smiles relentlessly Welcome winter bittersweet Of final fall My train of thoughts Keep on hauling me over a low again Easy to see for a someone Whose soul can bleed Who am I to overrule Believers at the wonder wall Some illusions come undone And violently My train of thoughts Keep on hauling me over a low again Easy to see for a someone Whose soul can bleed So far astray When all comes to all You'll never be satisfied You might as well let go