All my emotion have intertwined Or could it be that I've lost my mind? There is a feeling of hopelessness Now that I've cracked up my life's a mess The pressure's building up This world has got too much Can't take society You are my enemy I'm close to the edge And I don't want to fall I'm losing my head My body and soul I'm close to the edge And I don't want to fall I'm losing my head My body and soul I can't stop shaking, I'm so afraid Caught in a gap between night and day Living in silence behind closed doors I'm not the man that I was before This grip on sanity Is slipping out of me The fear of facing life There is no end in sight If I am still that strong Enough to just hold on I've got to stand and fight In this eternal night
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