Sometimes they ask me if I'm really happy now I say sure I've never loved her anyhow But inside I long for you and the way it used to be I look around and there's a heartache following me I always say that I'm really glad you're gone I even act like I never cared at all But your mem'ry lingers on and I'm never really free I look around and there's a heartache following me I pawned my ring and everything that tied me to the past I say I never loved her never meant for it to last But I know it's just a game and the loser's always me I look around and there's a heartache following me