I hate you, I love you Leave, please Don't go away Can't decide if I like your face Or if I wish It would stray You're a child but You're malicious You're sweet but Don't remember my name And heads you win And tails I'm lost And love equals pain I am drifting Without an anchor Through your ambigous region A strange continent Immune to all reason And I'm flattered by Your grey matter Inside my skin I feel your tongue Telling me I'm dirty And licking my bones A surge against silence A knife across a plate Makes the sound Of need on hate I am drifting Without an anchor
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