I've had days full of loving Days of hope, days with faith Days where I was believing You'd be mine and you would stay I've had days where I'd miss you I've had days of despair But could I ever leave you? I don't know if I'd dare: I grow weak when you're near me I go numb when you speak I lose my breath when you're breathing Right next to me But my heart seems to tremble Just a little too soon When you're gone without calling Through the night 'till it's noon 'Cause every night and every day I'm wasting time when you're away I wish I was stronger But a life without you I cannot believe I cannot believe in And I don't know how to let go So much hurt in my loving So much pain everywhere You said you'd learn, but you didn't Don't know why I still care And I don't know how to leave you How to really let you go How to close the door behind you How to hang on to a no 'Cause every night and every day I'm wasting time when you're away I wish I was stronger But a life without you I cannot believe I cannot believe in And I don't know how to let go But I've had days full of loving Maybe of you, but they are their You give me days of believing I guess that's why I am here