Watch me don't follow me I'm failing my family Becoming a tragedy You can't stop this by any means I wont give an apology So watch me build tolerance I don't need any deliverance As I recall it was unbearable It's all in my head We've already lost a significant amount of time You know I couldn't fake this if I tried I realize that the single life is not the average alibi We've all been ready for the lonely life This is tearing me apart Maybe it's not for me maybe someone else should be Tearing themselves apart Then again maybe I'm right where I'm supposed to be... They always say that the only way Is to promise yourself to stay There's so many of you that come to watch me die They always say that we have to be What they're waiting for But you're letting it all go by We've already lost a significant amount of time You know I couldn't fake this if I tried I realize that the single life is not the average alibi We've all been ready for the lonely life Watch me don't follow me Our lives have been running out And we're fine with where we're heading now.
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