I've been searching for the peace in my mind It's nowhere to be found You're so a pin Must beat under my skin I see no point of it in the life of me It hurts me too much Can you feel what I feel? It must go deep My own soul is my enemy It seems like everything I do just pushes down It leaves an open scar that I know will never heal Broken promises now run through my head I can't see the future and it all turns black What's the point of being here When this soul is riding me down This misery I don't want to be part of it It must go deep My own soul is my enemy It seems like everything I do just pushes down It leaves an open scar that I know will never heal Broken promises now run through my head I can't see the future and it all turns black ?? away can't live another day (Daddy lone just pray), pressure is getting stronger I can hear voices calling my name I guess they are all in my head