I lie awake at night, thinkin' about what I've done I try to make it all right, but You're the only one That can change me inside and cleanse my soul again Without You I am lost forever What a wretched man I am Chorus: It's not me when I say the things I say It's not me when I do the things I do It's not me when I push you away It's not me, because Lord it's not You My mind is split in two, I don't know who I am I want to live in you, but my flesh gets out of hand When I try to do my best the devil stumbles me Sometimes I can't seem to figure out Who I need to be Repeat Chorus Bridge: If you need (if you need) to be renewed (to be renewed) Then look to God (look to God) And He will save you (He will save you) Put Him first (put Him first) in all you do (in all you do) And He will never forsake you Repeat Bridge If you need to be renewed