I find it hard Since you've been gone In the shadows of the dawn I keep holding on How many times Do I think of what we had That beloved day That rests in the past Imagining how it all could be You're walking on the crossroads right beside me My thoughts rotate since the day you've passed away Wondering, where you may be We're born to feel alive Under gracious skies Recalling what you said When you closed your eyes We're born to live and die In the wonders of our time So treasure every moment And the love there is to find Here in this moment I feel you from afar As I mourn and pray Standing by your grave And it hurts To conquer this grief To have no remorse Stranding on new shores What would I give to allow myself to dream To look into the future, without agony I see a meaning since the day you've passed away Still wondering, where you may be