It's ok, it's ok, let the world get back this day Verse 1 Sometimes I just feel like, quittin, I still mic, why do I put up this fight, why do I still write, Sometimes it's hard enough just dealing with real life, Sometimes I just wanna jump on stage and just kill mic's, And show these people what my level of skill's like, But I'm still white, sometimes I just hate life, Something ain't right, hit the brake lights, Case of this stage fright, draw on the plane flight Call but I might fall, It aint my fault breaking my balls' My insides crawl and I clam up, I just slam shut, I just can't do it, My whole man-hoods, just been stripped, I've just been picked so I must then get on the bus then split, Man fuck this shit, yo I'm going the fuck home, World on my shoulders as I run back to this aint my room... CHORUS I'm a man, I'm a make a new plan, Time for me to just stand up and travel new land, Time to leave and just take matters into my own hands, Once i'm over these track man i'm a never look back, And i'm gone and I know right where i'm goin, Sorry momma i'm grown, I must travel alone, Aint no followin footsteps, i'm making my own, Only way that I know how to escape from, this aint my room... Verse 2 Walking these train tracks trying to regain back, The spirit I have before I go back to the same crap, To the same plant, in the same pants, Trying to chase rap, gotta move a.s.a.p, Gotta get a new plan, momma's gotta new man, Poor little baby sister, she dont understand, Sits in front of the TV, buries her nose in the pad, And just colours until the crayon get dull in her hand, While she just colours her big brother and mother and dad There's no telling what really goes on in her little head, Wish that I could be the daddy that neither one of us had, But I keep running from something I never wanted so bad, Sometimes I get upset, cause I aint blew up yet, Its like I grew up but I aint grown up to nuts yet, Dont got a rep, my step, dont got enough pep, The pressures too much man i'm just trying to do what's best, And I try, sit alone and I cry, yo I wont tell her why, Not a moment goes by that I look right at the sky, Please i'm begging you god, Please dont let me be fishin holding no regular job, Yo I hope you will be getting home, whereva you are, Yo i'm telling you dog, i'm bailing this trailer tomorrow, Tell my mother I love her, kiss baby sister goodbye, Say whenever you need me baby, i'm never to far, But yo I gotta get out there, the only way I know, And i'm a be back for you the second that I blow, On everything I own, i'll make it on my own, Off to work I go, back to this aint my room... CHORUS Verse 3 You got to live it to feel it, you didn't then you wouldn't get it, Well see what the big deal is, why wasn't and still is, To be walking this borderline of Detroit city limits, Its different in it, a certain significant of certificate Of authenticity, you'd never even see but its everything to me, Its my credibilaty, you never seen, heard, smelt a meda ta MC, Who's incredable on the same pedestal as me, The chaque still unsigned, having a rough time, Sit on the porche with all my friends and kick dumb rhymes, Go to work and serve MC's in the lunch line,