Do you think it's easy to forget Time heals nothing That's why I lie awake My spirit seems to leave me now My vital spark burns out Me my god IВґm 23 My eve of life has just begun (already begun) Wwheeelllsss of steel Drive the ruin of my inner self God watch me before I end like you I cried when I wrote this song (song) Maybe IВґm too weak I took this pain my whole life long I feel like a rainy day a cold night in fall (fall) The red light turns to green right now So why fighting back these tears Wwheeelllsss of steel Drive the ruin of my inner self God watch me Before I end like You and all the others especially like the father Whose children give pure hate not respect Yeah.. I am on a ride I'm searching for a different.. mine IВґm still not the one IВґm trying to find Once more I drink the pain away God watch me before I end like you ..Oh once more.. Please save me from myself I don't want to extinguish myself I don't want to fade out