The sun comes up and brings the dawn as usual And I awake I'll find you're gone as usual But I can't find a way to let this crazy heart of mine forget I pretend you're still beside me as usual Each evening I take a walk as usual I make believe that we still talk as usual People always stop and stare I guess they just don't see you there Don't they know you'll always be right here as usual Today I looked into my mirror as usual I told myself that you're still here as usual And as I stood there telling lies the tears began to fill my eyes Cause I know I'm only fooling myself as usual