You tell me that there's love here But to me it's blatant Nothin' but all the blood here I'm dealing wit' Satan Plus wit' all the hatin' It's hard to keep peace Thou shalt not steal But I will to eat I tried doin' good But good's not too good for me Misunderstood Why you chose the hood for me? Me I'm aight I just had to work hard at it Went to grandma for the answer And she told me that God had it So now here I am Confused and full of questions Am I born to lose? Or is this just a lesson? And who is gonna chose? When it gets turned around And will it be Layin' in my own blood and on the ground My child I watched you grow up and I been there Even at those times you least expected it I was there And look at what I've given you A talent to rhyme I may not come when you call But I'm always on time Chorus: Somebody's knockin' Should I let 'em in? Lord we're just startin' But where will it end? But when the funds are low The guns'll blow Lookin' for that one that owe Make 'im run that dough No Put down the guns and write a new rhyme You'll get it all in due time You'll do fine, just have faith 'Cuz you mine When you shine It's gon' be a sight to behold So don't fight to be old Or lose sight when it's cold See that light down the road It's gon' guied you there 2 sets of footprints I was right beside you there But what about them times I only saw 1? Those were the times when I was under the gun It was then I carried you my son Led you to safety It just wasn't yo' time to face me A yo a few of them times I thought you would erase me And all you did was embrace me Preprared me for the worst Offered me eternal life Scared me wit' the hearse And the curse, turned to grace When I hurt, show the faith No more runnin', slidin' In the dirt 'cuz I'm safe Chorus X2 So if I'm yo' man I'm in yo' hands What's yo' plan? Never had a friend 'Cuz you couldn't trust yo' man Learned to stand before I crawled Things were twisted And if you showed me anything at all Then I missed it Looked the wrong way I've done some wrong things Kept the bad attitude But that's what wrong brings And now you mean to tell me That after all this time It was you that kept the dog >From goin' out of his mind It was you that breathed life Into my lungs when I was born And it was you that let me know What was right from what was wrong And it was you that let me do What I knew could be done And it was you that gave me a good wife And a beautiful son And it's been you speakin' to me Inside my mind And it's been you who has forgiven Time after time And it was you who opened my eyes So I could see It was you that shined yo' light on me