[Music: D. Blomqvist, R. Senneb„ck, F. Estby. Lyrics: F. Estby] Born without dying empty walk alone for a lifetime denied the spark of life forever missing a fear so vast it grows inside Soul bleeding never healing at the end of the day my spirit leaving Of all I own handful of a solid void what's left to give can't get rid of all this guilt blame myself for as long as I live Shadow of the former me reach for surface can't break free Blind, Cold, Bitter [sings "Desire" 1st time] from dreamfield to death wasted life on living suicidals see no reason for another breath Still forsaken hope all taken keep on feeding the nightmares within I see it clear still so tragic against frustration no one wins Sinking deep into depression suffering the weight of confession Upon the loss of a better fate laid out before me all pure hate
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