I screamed out your name Even my voice will probably never reach you But you know, now I'm ok with that. Some day in my heart you'll be... I'll dream tonight, dreams of you. Because of that letter I put under my pillow My dreams are too cruel, my breath is cut off I always painfully awaken at four in the morning Time is too long Time is too painful The dreams don't stop Love freezes to death On a cold night On this long night My consciousness splintered and powdered Memories scattered about Holding your ring so tightly that my tears wet the pillow So I couldn't hear it, I blocked my ears to your voice One more scar added to my wrist Melting into the wound... you I am breaking burning the letter it's reduced to ash I am breaking destroy my heart it's reduced to ash I am breaking losing you I love you.