I know that I don't know what you think that I should. I'm writing my bible so you know what I could. Could you be the one to abandon my spirits? Get rid of my blindness I need to see clearly... I need to see clearly for I love you dearly. My little inferno and all these illusions from my total light. To my infinite fright is insanity my friend? First nail in my hand... Monsters and demons regretful intrigues and I'm counting the days as my self-conscience (self-conscious) stays... In this room full of nothing the fool that I'm painting while you are the warmth and the violence I long for... Rebellious as I am I sing what I can't feel, I feel like I'm crying still always denying and constantly craving for heavenly places that I couldn't find in your ignorant faces... Monsters and demons...
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