I'll be the one last breath before this death I'll be the final glimpse of truth when there's none left And if I shame your face, degrade your faith I'll be the first to hide behind disgrace. Blood loss - on account of my failing aim. Treason - at the root of my shameful name. CHORUS: I found my way to fall. I never meant to break your heart. Breathing in this pain (rejecting all I am) I hear you cry again (Is this my final stand?) Before I go (Before I lose it all) You should know ( I hate myself for hurting you) I see the burn of the light from from within my grave I feel the pain of contradiction despite decay And if the shadow of doubt will betray this gain Then put an end to me now while the hope remains. Blood loss - on account of my failing aim. Treason - at the root of my shameful name. (CHORUS) This is not my life This is not our life Every day I die This is not my life.