Bastard, Lizard! lick my wounds lucid dreams, (our) world turns to chaos demonic shadows floating in blood waiting for me to fall asleep (they whisper... deep...) inside my head an outstanding pain millions of voices screaming for help their/venom poured all over me an essence (of hate) so powerful it destroys (help me...!!!) my visions all flounder in the whirl of blood storm. see, feel, smell I see plastic jesus nailed to the cross the black hole of nothingness absorbs all... (I) see, (I) feel, smell... doom, nihility, holocaust comes the cataclysm I have feared... comes doom, nihility, holocaust comes ORGANIC HALLUCINOSIS, ORGANIC HALLUCINATIONS, Organic... visual delusion stench of rotting flesh melted seas of human hate doom, nihility, holocaust comes the cataclysm I have feared... comes doom, nihility, holocaust comes why must I to be born, why must I to be born to this? to feel my heart and limbs torn, to see and dream throse these fears and shed my poisoned tears? cut myself, release the blood my time has come, why must I be born? ORGANIC HALLUCINOSIS, ORGANIC HALLUCINATIONS, Organic... visual delusion cutting my veins, infecting my brain burn my throat burn my eyes throbbing pain throbbing brain heavy lids heavy thoughts bitter throat pumping blood oh fuck......!!!!!
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