If then I meet you along the way Where the laurel trees surround us on every side If then in a small place i stand alone And turn my head and you smile there If then I reach out and touch your form Where all your silences and your chaos meets Where everything joins and parts If I may once clutch your heart And pull its beauty to my face There the bloodfall falls red river cracks Behind me lies black mother mountain The goats wheel round Great sign of lust How much I wanted you And oh Christ how much more I want you now The great pain The great misery To look and look To look and look and look And look and find Nihil
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