I chose the long hard path IжЉ¦ wandering In self-denial for so long I bled To find the truth in all I say and do My darkest hour IжЉ¦ upon the suicide wall Still I condemn myself Look for the answer now All IжЉіe denied myself Kill me In the end you know IжЉЈl live again Remember all those things that passed me by In looking back thru hate I lost my way IжЉіe fallen low before but now IжЉ¦ there Just give me strength to overcome my fear